For Maiko, a dear friend, serving God to her utmost – soon to start the first Living Room group in Japan.


Written in 2013

God can do anything, you know—far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your wildest dreams! He does it not by pushing us around but working within us, his Spirit deeply and gently within us.      ( Ephesians 3:20-21 (MSG)

That is so very true!

When I was young I was afraid to speak up in class or to other people. Being a leader of Living Room support ministries was the furthest thing from my mind, but that’s what God made me.

When I think of what my life used to be like, I marvel at how it has changed. As a teen I had social anxiety disorder and depression. At the age of nineteen I spent nine months at Riverview, a major mental hospital in British Columbia. This was followed by years of struggles with psychosis, depression, and mania.

At the age of forty I decided I could no longer live on my own strength but needed God. I gave up my need for control and surrendered my life to Him. I soon learned what it was to receive divine love. My life became more meaningful. Although I wasn’t cured of my disorder, I found a measure of healing. I grew.

I never dreamed that I would become an activist, trying to erase the stigma attached to mental illness. God’s spirit worked within me, giving me the courage to respond to His invitation to join Him in the work He was—and still is—doing in the world. He led me from project to project, one step at a time. I never knew where He was taking me or how long the journey would be. That’s how God operates. He doesn’t let you see the big picture ahead of time. The important thing is to trust and follow.

God helped me create church-based Living Room support groups, places where people with mood disorders can talk openly about their faith and their mental health problems. Before Living Room it was seldom possible for people to safely talk about these two things together—not in the secular world, nor in the Christian world.

I’ve struggled with bipolar disorder for 48 years now, unable to hold a paying job. Despite that I have been able to work for God—not doing anything wonderful on my own, but simply being His foot soldier. I went where He led, speaking and writing the words He gave me. Amazing what can be accomplished when we decide that the work is not our own, but God’s. Such a wonderful world He opens up for us—a life that’s beyond what we could ask for or imagine.

It’s a privilege to be doing this work, including sending you these emails. I feel blessed to be able to serve God in this way.

May God bless you too as you follow Him on your journey—step by step, day by day.